2026-09-19T16:26:09.935065Zhttps://opus.uleth.ca/server/oai/requestoai:opus.uleth.ca:10133/55672022-06-23T17:42:49Zcom_10133_3346com_10133_1com_10133_296col_10133_3348col_10133_298
ULethbridge OPUS Repository
supervisor
Kellett, Peter
author
Damgaard, L. Marie
author
University of Lethbridge. Faculty of Education.
2019-10-30T19:08:18Z
2019-10-30T19:08:18Z
2019
https://hdl.handle.net/10133/5567
This study contributes to the scholarship of women’s sexuality by utilizing a hermeneutic phenomenological lens, with feminist, Tantric nondual underpinnings to explore a group of co-researcher women's understanding of their self-defined ‘grotesque’ sexual experiences. Furthermore, the analysis of their interviews sought to discover the meanings and resulting transformations that these women have undertaken in their experience of sexuality, self, and beyond, which they ascribe to these ‘grotesque’ sexual experiences. Analysis and interpretation of the transcripts resulted in the emergence of several subthemes. The subthemes fell into three main themes, including, Theme A: Patriarchy as a Sculptor of the ‘Grotesque’, Theme B: Denying Authentic Self, and Theme C: Becoming Transformed Through Transgression. Ultimately, the findings of this research study are significant in that they give value to women’s experience, while simultaneously exploring the meaning and understanding that these co-researchers acquired from reflecting on these experiences.
en_CA
female sexuality
good girl/bad girl constructs
hermeneutic phenomenology
sexual experiences
tantra
tantric nondual perspective
Transcending the 'grotesque' illumination of female sexuality
Thesis
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